omg i had a nightmare two nights in a row???? i don’t usually dream this vividly
anyways i had pancreatic cancer or something (it was all very vague) and all i had to live for was a slow and painful death, so they talked me into living it up for a week and then taking a fatal injection. except i was so terrified of dying i couldn’t enjoy any of it. like seriously. heart pounding terror of the inevitable the entire dream. oh and i was doped up on morphine the whole time so i could function?? and i was chauffeured around in a hearse?? yeah none of it made much sense, but there was lots of crying and me trying to write out my will and give out my passwords and shit.
wow that was a weird dream